.sigh.

apologies for the lack of visual updates. These few months have been a metropolis in the making -- emissions of assignments and more assignments:my first semester of uni will be ending soon. my oh my doesn't time passes by fast?!

I have to start working on my portfolio once my semester break commences. should be exciting. (no sarcasm intended)

anyway, I actually skipped class today, I'm sick.

I should start bringing the dslr out like old times.
its been in the nikon bag collecting dust.
Poor Marco (uh, yes, the D40 has a name)

okay, I have nothing else to devour.

cheers.

The march morning light shines through the blinds, while I'm curled up in my bed, in a state of heavy discontentment.
Oh boy with the sullen face, where have you gone?
Have you chose to soar away, yet again?
come back as you please, knowing I would be waiting for you patiently. stupidly?

maybe I got it wrong, maybe I should have never waited, but you expected it and I self-willingly chose to wait.
but that was before, when the feelings for you were so strong, now I am numb and the thought of you sickens me, maybe even with a sprinkle of my preferences on you, I wouldn't want you back
not after all the pain I went through alone.
If you do come soaring back, you'll see that I've soared too,soar so high above and disappear into the rainy days of March.

I have been pretty emotional lately. reason? I am not sure why.

its either I am just not fucking talented or I ran out of creative juice.